Random rants

I was going to write a post about regrets... but, I thought of my regrets, cried a little about them and let them go (or as much as I can let go). My most recent one is about not being able to take pictures while wearing the Chinese wedding dress with my friends and family. First world problem. I know. I think I'm mostly just jealous. Jealous that Pete's family got them and my family and friends didn't. Jealous because I felt like his side dominated the morning when it should be how I wanted it. I think this kind of jealousy won't end because Pete would never stand up to his mom and I would always have to compete. Every time I see his parents, my stress level increases by 100%. It sucks. I think if we ever get a divorce, it'll be because I can't stand his parents anymore.

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I must say, I know that I'm really fortunate to be born in Hong Kong and had been to other parts of the world. Since I went to Penn State, which is in the middle of Pennsylvania, I've met people that had never left the States. To me, that's weird. How could you NOT have been to any other country and how small is your world? I'm glad I got to explore, I'm glad I knew people from many different countries and I'm glad that I'm not stuck in the middle of nowhere's-ville and settled down to have a life like that for the rest of my life. At least I saw some.

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I want to help you, Debbie, I really do. But, this tiny bit of technicality called geography is keeping us apart and making this traveling thing kind of difficult. I wish teleportation exists. I wish you would've talked to us when you were here even though you decided to hide in the end. I also wish that you would've listened to your heart in the first place and came back home from the very beginning. You need help. Get help.

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I CAN SLEEP IN!!! (Read the last 50% of LOTR by tonight??? Maybe???)